Monday, February 22, 2016

My Fairy-Goth Mother

Fairy Goth Mother 
Does MakeUp & is Selling Prom Dresses!!!

She makes you feel like you are a modern day Cinderella
Prom-night may only last for a few hours, but she will leave you feeling enchanted for days
Under her care she uncovers all your beautiful traits
With her help you will not need a pumpkin, mice or a mate 
Enter the room and steal the spotlight 
Leave the night as a queen, not running from a scary prince 
 
She is not your average fairy god mother
She will be your Fairy Goth-Mother.


She also has dresses on sale please contact her personally if you are interested in any of them :D

Hi-Low Full of Glitter/Black Lace/ and nothing but flawless


The Gown of a QUEEN- Slay everyone with this entrance

A Lot of Silver Lining, keep it classical

Allow her to do your make-up and be ready for the NY runway!


 Thank You one & all-LxMei

Wednesday, February 17, 2016

21 Years of Nothing but Gratefulness

02.17.1995
I was brought onto this earth
by a wonderful mother, and a father who love unconditionally.
A few years to follow, I would be handed to with blessings to my parents today
my aunt and uncle who loved and tended to me without haste.
Becoming my undying backbone, they supported me equally as any parent should
4 years later they brought me a younger sister, 
her first cry was music to my ears, even if its like that song to the radio that was played too much.
My biological family also had given me 4 older brothers stronger than the core of earth,
and 3 older sisters with love deeper than the oceans 
also my mother gave me a younger brother who gave as many scares and laughs.

In the past 21 years, I have been nothing but grateful;
there are days that I've been upset, but after every obstacle I love them more.
As a great family they have guided me, and taught me how to be a better individual.

Lucky for me, I have also been blessed with an amazing group of friends.
My shooting star, she is like a star that is also fall around trying to grant others wishes but never once did anyone ask for her own wish, and even if it was stated she'd try to grant yours first. I love her for this. 
My courageous panda, stubborn as a rock when she knows she is right and stronger than a dragon warrior when you give her obstacles, when she guarded my side I had nothing to fear now she has found her own warrior and I am grateful she is so blessed for her future journeys to come.  
My beauty queen, forever the most beautiful woman I will ever lay my eyes on- her undying efforts to get a better lifestyle and her spite for those who do not need tolerance is what makes her who she is, a personality to never be caged. 
My Drake'sWifu, an individual character that cannot be replaced she has never given up over tears, or struggles. Probably because her Champagne Papi will come for her one day but regardless she is fighting for that future that she visualizes so well. 
and  finally My Teemo, you are my support when I need to be carried. 
To my friends: Thank You for always being my legs and keeping me up long enough to make another step forward. 


21 years into my life and I am forever grateful to have you all be in my life. 
Thank you guys for everything.
Loving you dearly,
LxMei

Wednesday, April 29, 2015

Vision Doesn't Change



My title today, only has one word... did you notice that. That photo above, what do you see?
I came up with a few possibilities:
It could be... a rose petal on a leaf laying on the group after a rain shower
It could be... the end of a ribbon being dragged across the wet ground
or...what do you think?

Envision something like this...envision how others see things differently. We live in a world that vision is dominant now, but how we all see it differs with judgement.
Precise vision, is known as 20/20...I don't have good vision but abstract never hurts. Plus a more colorful imagination always makes the world a little better right?

Remember when we were all children, and we thought our parents were so tall and that we'd never be that tall? Well, how about now...I'm already looking down at my parents. But it makes my thoughts as a child all the more interesting. 

My point is, Vision changes with age and time..but that item we see never changes it's how we envision it that changes it. 

-LiXmei

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Hang Up Your Stars

"If every star in the sky is a wish, how many wishes are there?"


Allow us to hang up our wishes, allow us to continue our dreams, and thanks to the stars we have a place to send our hopes...

          I do not know about you, but I know about me. In my life, I've had ups and downs and times where I feel that I'll never be able to stand up again but I do...eventually. The strength behind standing up again isn't something great like, inner strength that can keep me standing but it is support and care. This support and care, is like every single star in the sky--- alone they are only individual stars in a vast ocean of endless darkness but together we view them as millions and millions of individual stars that stand together shining back on us. 
          Perhaps, it is because in my life I met with a little girl who made stars a little more noticeable in life. She views them with a smile, with her heart and it was her that showed me that a "star" can be hope, can be dreams, and can be upheld with strings stronger than any... (strings of love). 

I do not know how else to help her fulfill her wishes besides, accompanying her and bring her every star that I lay my eyes one.

        So, the story to share today... "Hang up your stars, and let your wishes go up up and away to rejoice in the skies..." Sometimes dreams and wishes just need some hope, and that hope is the love and care the ones around you can provide.


-LxMei


Sunday, March 1, 2015

Over a cup of coffee :D



Do you have a friend who has to have a cup of coffee a day?
or maybe you yourself are like this?

Regardless, I believe that there is a lot of meaning behind this simple cup of coffee.
For instance someone's personality, yes it seems ridiculous but perhaps if someone's personality was a certain way or maybe their habits created by their personality's influence how they enjoy their coffee.

In one case I can explain it this way-
some days I wake up and I feel like a mocha is the way to go - my reasoning is simple I need some sweetness but hot chocolate is too far but I don't wish for something too bitter.
So I'll enjoy a mocha to begin my day.

Other days perhaps a latte, but a normal latte is never what I order... I usually go with hazelnut or a vanilla flavor. Why? Well I enjoy the latte but sometimes it feels too light and I still need some enhancing to the flavor- the rest of my day seems to need an extra kick too.

Then there are days where some regular coffee, with a flavored creamer is nothing but perfect. It's simple and only takes a few minute of my morning and I can choose different types of creamers like recently I really liked a girl scout's cookie flavored creamer :D

A cup of coffee, can get cold though...I have a habit where I have to finish the coffee before it cools. And by cool I mean it reaches luke warm, and I am finished. (I know it sounds wasteful, but if I have a microwave nearby I'll reheat it haha)
Perhaps it is how my personality is too, I either finish a whole task while my wheels are turning
or I give up and return to it when I have a new start up.

See, personality and coffee comes in a package <3

Over a cup of coffee though, regardless of males or female a lot can be accomplished. 
To some it may just be a caffeine kick of the day, but really
its a mood booster too.
Some individuals drink it so much without knowing it, you call a friend to meet up and you have a coffee with them finish the conversation and realize over coffee you've gained lost memories.

Over Coffee is fluff, and that fluff is like your every day mind.
fluff works like that haze you have in the morning it shields the boiling mixture inside
after the fluff disappears like the coffee in the cup you're thinking more clear too.

(My addiction for coffee ends here...*after I have one more.)

LiXmei

Sunday, November 2, 2014

Fight with the strength of a light house

If I asked you to think of the strongest item in this world? What would you think of... a man? a woman? or more specifically maybe an item is what you are picturing. 
No matter what it is, perhaps its just how you like to view the words "strong". Your way of putting an image of something to a word to give it more strength and meaning. 
In my defense, I do not think strong means indestructible or imperishable; rather considering other factors such as: continually standing or withstanding a great force but using whatever is left in one's power source.
My image of strong, was created when I laid my eyes upon a lighthouse. In some cases they appear eerie but in other times they can appear beautiful, fragile even. Upon the image below I concluded something about life... image every human were a lighthouse. 
In the past some lighthouses have fallen, and then rebuilt because ships depend upon them... because they hold stories. Lighthouses face strong winds, protect others, and even pull through after the biggest tides crash into them continually. The beauty in the strength of a lighthouse lays in the simple factor after a storm it stands by itself still... tall maybe bewildered but standing.   

Now think like a lighthouse, and fight like one too; become a lone warrior in the middle of all tides fight to survive... for those who need your guidance and come for your hidden beauty. 
Never give up a battle, and remember even when you lose, someone is coming to your aide so do not fear the battle because the war itself has yet to start. 

-LiXMei-

Friday, October 10, 2014

Glass hearts and their beauty

When tautened by this image below, it almost seems directly negative and lost. 


Notice though, in my title I stated it's beauty. The beautiful thing about this glass heart is that it is Broken. 
How can broken be beautiful...well how can nature be beautiful. The beholder of beauty of course sees beauty in its own way. 
I witness a woman when I see a glass heart, fragile but strong. Stubborn but weak... a woman with a glass heart.

We feel emotions even when we are numb and feels as if emotions do not exist. 
In the past few years that I've live I've learned that even in the dark there can be a beauty, that beauty is in the glass heart. 

What happens when it breaks though? Nothing.
There is no such thing as nothing tho?
There is something that is nothing.
If it breaks we throw it away but not without thinking "can I fix it?" 
Human's who feel pain or face different struggles in the stages of life are like this too.

I say: Keep it, remember the pain but further more remember that the grace of the glass is the light in the dark. 

Remember..it's beauty.


-LiXmei