. . . S U B C O N S C I O U S . . .

Photographer: Trev.Art 

. Your Subconscious Worth .  

.  3.11.2017 .

      In the setting that we are all living among strangers we are fighting ourselves daily to find the reasons to meet the needs of our higher selves (parents, or individuals of interest in this case) but we also strive to meet our own aspirations. To some, it is a matter of time and for others it is a matter of peer support and the subconscious hunger for personal success. Success comes to those who have created the ideals of an individual with no 'visible' fear of failure, and a subconscious urge for greater heights built upon their own potential. 

     The years we spent in our adolescence may have seemed to have been the hardest of our times as ants in this growing colony. Yet, as time passes some become stronger they learn to fight and show grit to all challenges. Others, decide to not want more for themselves and settle for the minimal essential. Then, there are the select few who do not fight or settle but condemn themselves to a lost phase - searching, dreaming, wishing to find what it is they actually wish to attain in this futuristic lifestyle.  

    Watching many individuals grow, and others fall I've seen myself in the reflection of those younger than me, the ones yet to experience the incidents to break them. I've lost, to where I hated myself. I've won to where I did not think it was enough and wanted more. BUT, I've always been aware of my subconscious self : the side of me who knows not of my lose or my wins but my true value and worth. Subconsciously you must know your worth, and your values so you can create something of a platform to stand upon and carry yourself as you battle your way through the days, months and years to pass. 

     Subconscious - (defined as the part of one's mind that influences your actions, thoughts and emotions) arises to conscious and awareness once you've attained your aspirations or when others give doubt to what you desire to achieve. When others show you the negative, and you do not fail but rather raise yourself above all else ; you find yourself lurking in your subconscious mindset demanding a reason behind your actions or behavior that led to such success.

And in no matter of time, you will turn to the subconscious thoughts to look for more answers. Answers perhaps at one time in life you did not know how to answer but due to years or months of processing and restoration you've come to conclude upon analysis. No matter what the answers or the thoughts/emotions/actions you may omit yourself too - it has been done and the days will end, the time will pass and your subconscious nature will stay.To be kind, to be humble, to be honest or to be discreet your actions lay upon those values in your subconscious mind. A beautiful place, away from the rushes of strangers and others intentions - this place is where is truly flourish 'your worth'.  

Love always, 

LxMei

Hang Up Your Stars

"If every star in the sky is a wish, how many wishes are there?"

Allow us to hang up our wishes, allow us to continue our dreams, and thanks to the stars we have a place to send our hopes...

          I do not know about you, but I know about me. In my life, I've had ups and downs and times where I feel that I'll never be able to stand up again but I do...eventually. The strength behind standing up again isn't something great like, inner strength that can keep me standing but it is support and care. This support and care, is like every single star in the sky--- alone they are only individual stars in a vast ocean of endless darkness but together we view them as millions and millions of individual stars that stand together shining back on us. 

          Perhaps, it is because in my life I met with a little girl who made stars a little more noticeable in life. She views them with a smile, with her heart and it was her that showed me that a "star" can be hope, can be dreams, and can be upheld with strings stronger than any... (strings of love). 

I do not know how else to help her fulfill her wishes besides, accompanying her and bring her every star that I lay my eyes one.

        So, the story to share today... "Hang up your stars, and let your wishes go up up and away to rejoice in the skies..." Sometimes dreams and wishes just need some hope, and that hope is the love and care the ones around you can provide.


-LxMei