02.15.2017
In two days, I'll be twenty-two. And I have to say I never thought twenty-one would leave such a deep indention on myself.
I keep telling myself I am okay, I will be fine. This rant has followed me for the past few months because I know those little things that keep bothering me have long gone passed.
I am working harder for myself, striving and challenging myself with my academics, my modeling, and having set yet another goal for myself in the gym- I keep telling myself the busier I am the less time I'll have to keep thinking.
The lights are dim in my busy daytime though, I just seem to pass everything so quickly and when the night sky settles in -I have a tendency to go blind with it.
Luckily, I am blessed with many individuals who shine brightly at night to keep me company.
My personality won't allow me to stop reminiscing about all the memories that keep replaying in my mind, but my mind is also set in stone to keep following the lights because in the dark its too dangerous.
Ambition is scary, Ambiguous feelings are even scarier though.
-LxMei-
